tHis is mY feElings..

The lyrics is describing me..My feelings.. ME..

So similar...

Nice song..

u Can listen by clicking the link below..

Really nice..

Sara Bareilles - Gravity

Something always bring me back to you,

It never takes to long,

No matter what i say or do,

I still feel you here till the moment i'm gone,

U hold me without touch,

U keep me without chains,

i never wanted anything so much,

then to drown in your love and not feel ur rain,

set me free,

leave me be,

I don wanna fall another moment into ur gravity,

here i am,

And i stand,

so tall,

jus the way i'm supposed to be,

but u're on to me,

and all over me,

u loved me cause i'm fragile,

when i thought that i was strong,

but u touch me for a little while,

and all my fragile strenght is gone,

Set me free,

leave me be,

I don wanna fall another moment into ur gravity,
here i am,
And i stand,
so tall,
jus the way i'm supposed to be,
but ur on to me,
and all over me,

I live here on my knees as I,

try to make u see that u're

everthing i think i need here on the ground,

But u're neither friend or foe though,

I can't seem to let u go,

One thing that i still know is that u r keeping me

DOWN,

u're keeping me down,

But u're on to me,

u're on to me,

and all over,

Something always brings me back to u,

It never takes to long.

cAre foR y0ur BodY

I was very sick on Tuesday. I was so ill that i feel like i'm going to die soon.

I went to the clinic twice that very day.

Once in the noon and once in the night.

The consultation fee and meds are quite expensive.

Pity me, i have to eat 7 types of med after every meal... >.<

Wat i realize tat eating the meds is so inconvinient esspecially when u are outside.

(U agree to rite..?)

But, wat i wanna share today is not about my sickness.

It's about taking care of ur own body.

God has given us a prefect body but we act so ungratefully.

We eat what want, we diet, sleep as late as poosible, over tiring ourselves, smoke, drink

and many more.

And we don realize that we are harming our own body.

We have only ONE body.

And if this body collapse their is no other replacement body for us.

Then that the end of ur life.

So plz.. take good care of our own body.

I realise it is very important to do so now.

Hope that u realise too. ^^

aPpeUn maL (hUrtfuL WorDs)fRom hWanG b0

Don't be burdened because of me anymore,
I know you better than i know myself,
even when you didn't have me in your heart,
you treated me well,

Because you are a good person,
thats why i need to be the one to turn away first,
because the you that i know wouldn't be able to do it
this is the only way that it can work,
because this is a foolish love,

tonight, i hid all my feelings,
tonight, i need to say i hate doing this,
even though these words are so hurtful to me,
the most hurtful words to me is that,
I love you,

me, who knew of her from the start,
because of that i couldn't hate it more,
even though it hurts, i couldn't throw this love away,
because it was you to me,

tonight, i hid all my feelings,

tonight, i need to say i hate doing this,
even though these words are so hurtful to me,

the most hurtful words to me is that,

I love you,

Don't say i'm sorry,
if you do, i think i might hold on to you again,
tonight, i won't let you see the tears i cried,
tonight, i'll turn away pretending that i don know,
even though now i won't be able to see you any longer,
The words that remain in my heart,
I love you

(so similar)
thx to naomi ^^

1 sPecIaL daY

Today is the 26th of april 2009.Its my God mum's birthday.

I bought her a birthday gift.Hope she likes it >.<

In return she also bought a gift for my 21st B'day.

I never thought she would buy the neckalce for me. (pricy tho)

Today is not only her birthday but a day that

I feel I'm a fortunate person to have all my family and frens.

I feel that I'm really loved.

The reason i wanna share this becoz b4 this

I feel that no one really cares and loves me.

The ppl and person that i love very very much is either,

they love someone else or themselves more.

Wat i wan to tell is ,there are ppl that loves u and we might not know.

Sometimes the way they love u is not the way u want,

doesn't mean they don love u.

Appreciate everything that u have b4 u lose it.

Many ppl know may that phrase but not many who is able to do it.

and finally, treat people with ur heart not ur brain.

(The pics might a bit dark..sorry :) )

tiMes uP...

I guess it's really time to give up on the

one thing i hope for in past 2 yrs.

I gave all i can.I did all i can to hold on to it

but it's like a wind that can't be grasp.

I put in so much hope but in the end

leaving is the only path left to be taken.

It breaks my heart when something

I REALLY BELIEVE IN can't be reach.

It's so so important to me

but it seems it is worthless to that person.

I don't know how to describe my feelings but just

agony and wretched for my heart to bear.

It's like,only TEARS can truely understand how i feel

coz only TEARS is here with me

when i really needed someone to cry on.

the fiRsT aNd tHe LasT.

I hated someone so so much yesterday nite.

I was shivering with anger but also in tears when i told that person i hate u from now on.

It was scary when i recall.

It's like , i had turn into a devil with no mercy suddenly.(NO MERCY!! FCUKING HATE U!!)

Its hard to discribe it to u.

Might seem funny to u but it's real for me.

Its real and pure hatred + shivering. :D :D

But i've thought through and i have to it let go to set myself free.

coz it will only hurt and tear myself apart..Not the one i that hated.

SO NO MORE HATING.. :)

It will be my first and the last.

A good Story of God's LOVE

Breakfast at McDonald's . Please read until the end.This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way throughuntil the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!)

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.Her last project of the term was called "Smile."

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son,and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men. As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling." His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance. He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching. The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend.I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation. I held my tears as I stood there with them.The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted. He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes. That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me,judging my every action. I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray. I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand. He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you."

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you.God is here working through me to give you hope.

"I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope." We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers!That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love. I returned to college, on he last evening of class,with this story in hand. I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it.Then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?" I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE....Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.If you think this story has touched you in any way, please send this to everyone you know.There is an Angel sent to watch over you.In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.To handle yourself, use your head.To handle others, use your heart.God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.Keep this going.

fiNalLy i uNdeRstaNd

Sometimes we keep on believing it might happen.

Putting so so so MUCH HOPE.

pushing it so so so hard.

Hurting ourself and them,

brings nothing,

but only an UNDERSTANDING,

THAT IT'S TIME TO STOP TRYING AND PUSHING so hard,

and JUS LET IT BE.

If GOD made it for me.It will be mine.

If it's not, no matter wat i do.

It will never be mine

credit of the image goes to the owner Bozena. I don owned this image.

oNly 1 wOrd to dEscriBe mY feElings.. in pAin and in teArs but u never cared.

i gave all i can give. i tot it might come back a litte bit.

but i don get any on the contrary all i get is heartache and unappreciated.