Friday, September 18, 2009

fEelinGs f0r U..


I have brought myself to realize that u are really amazing.

Ur power, ur love, ur fairness, ur heart, ur strenght, ur EVERYTHING.

makes me feel that i'm such a lucky person to chosen.

Its a gift..a bonus from heaven.

I might be just a tiny sand to u

but u still love me though.

Yesterday, i told my fren about u

and how science has proven ur exixtence

makes me feel glad and happy from inside out.

Thank U LORD for being by me all the time.

Sometimes life is smooth and sometimes its full of holes, causes me to fall.

But u make it with a purpose to refine me into a purer Gold.

Thank U is the simplest word to describe my feeling now.

I pray in my deepest heart that i will never ever leave u,

and if someday i do..pls don ever let go of my tiny and fragile hands.






Tuesday, September 15, 2009

f0rGet tHe Past aNd waLk t0waRds fuTurE


I have come to understand about changing is not a bad thing to do.

my bro advised me to stop being so stubborn head.

And also wat Ah wei told about love of GOD for us.

And i think through it and i guess i shd change

to make myself be a happier person.

forgeting the past and walk towards the future.

forget all the unhappy incidents

and only rmb those that were happy.

Maybe it might be hard for me at first

but i guess i am able to do it.

May God help me.

May He be with me always as i need him.

Prayer really helps me alot.

May happiness be with u all and also myself.

Thank God :)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

i really wish

i really wish that i didnt know u my whole life.

i truely wish that nothing ever happen between us,

I'm tired of everything,

lies...again and again and again,

only me, being stupid to believe in u,

too dumb to trust u,

even more foolish to fall in love with u.

i'm speechless after all i had sacrifice for u,

i get nothing,

but lies, heartache, and tears.

i really wish that i never knew u.

i really have to learn to let go now.

evon pls.. jus let go of ur hands
.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

hAnd~


Dear Lord, I need your hands to lift me up from this pain.

Please show me the path i should take to continue my journey of life.

Are u there stading by my side, LORD ?

Please help me.

i"m in great trouble and dilemma.

I feel like i'm in the dark searching for help.

And i'm afraird that God will not help.

I need you to be there for me Oh Lord.

Please.. i really need you God.