cHangEd

i felt that i have changed

i dono why i changed

maybe because of the incidents i've been through

slowly i'm becoming someone else

i'm afraid

i'm scared that i'm becoming someone I myself don like

May the Lord guide me.

cAn u hEar mE ?

Even slight pains make me teary.
My heart cries out.
When I pass by you,
you are the whole world,
I dream of you only.
Yet, in front of you, I hold my breath.

As if you and I aren’t meant to be,
as if it’s merely a passing moment,
you pass by me so casually.
But I can’t go near you,
can’t even take a step forward.


[Chorus]
You make me hang around you.
You make me cry.
Like an idiot, like a child
I rather laugh it off.
The closer I go to you,
the more scared I get.
Yet, this love cannot be stopped.

Why is it that my love is so slow to come?
Why is it that my love is so hard to get?
Even when I’m by your side,
you are the whole world,
all I can see is you,
yet, in front of you, I can only stare into the distance.

As if you and I are done,
As if this is the last moment,
you pass by me so casually.
But I can’t go near you,
can’t even take a step forward.

[Chorus]
You make me hang around you.
You make me cry.
Like an idiot, like a child,
I rather laugh it off.
The closer I go to you,
the more scared I get.
Yet, this love cannot be stopped.

From far away, only for a moment,
if I can only gaze at you,
that is love.

When this waiting and longing somehow
reach you and you hear them,
just pretend nothing happened.

The closer I go to you,
the more scared I get.
Yet, this love cannot be stopped

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Got to know this song from my best fren's blog

can you hear me is the title of the song

lovin the lyric

kinda speaks for my heart

remind me of someone

make me misses someone that seems imposible

thinkin and hopin everything will be fine

but sometimes its not

May the Lord above be with me

enDinG & bEgInNiNg

an ending is a new beginning

the definition of tomoro

mixture of happiness and sadness

nervous and calm

no matter what is the ending or the beginning

all i pray is thy Thee above is with me

like a shepherd holding his sheep

in His will i walk

with a smile i live my day

and i hope by nite

i still can bring my smile to sleep

wAnt To ~

there is alot of thing i wanna learn in life

when i saw a guy playing guitar yesterday

dono why, i wanted to learn to play guitar

when i watch the the little nyoya cook

i want to learn to cook

when i see people sing bravely on the stage

i want to be brave too

when my frenz have pets

i want to have one too

when i see people dancing

i want to dance

when i see couple holding hands

i want to have a hand to hold too

when i see love

i want to have it

there is alot of thing i want to do, learn and have

i believe one day, in HIS will

i will have the chance to do what i want to!!

tHe tHings yOu dOn't kNow

난 당신이 그리워요

aN acT oF loVe

sometimes i wonder..

what is an act of love?

being kind? caring? understanding? patience? sacrifice?

or anything that we can think of, as long as it's good virtue

or somehow a gentle act by

just letting the person we love go?

like a leaf falling from the tree


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but once again, Love never fails !!! :)

lyRics

bAnaNa cAke leSson

today, i went to a fren's house to bake banana cake

before baking, all that is in my mind was "baking is hard"

but after doing so.

it's not as hard as it seems to be

and this thought me a lesson

a lesson in life

when the sun is not in sight

when rain pours down in life

and all seems wrong and difficult

all i have to do is continue walking

look further and think brighter.

because the road infront of me

might not be as difficult as i think it is.

the Sun is waiting for me~

dEar yOu,

Dear you, who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing?
For my 15 year old self, I can't tell anyone
About the causes of my worries

If I wrote a letter addressed to my future self
Surely I can speak truthfully from my heart

Now, it seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart of mine
Has been broken many times
But in the midst of the pain, I live in the present
I live in the present

Dear you, thank you
I have something I want to tell the 15 year old you
If you continue asking where you should go and why
You'll see the answer

The stormy seas of youth may be hard
But keep rowing your boat of dreams
On towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
For my adult self, there are sleepless nights
When I, too, am hurt
But I'm still living in the bittersweet present

Because there's a meaning to all of our lives
Raise your dreams without fear

Keep on believing

It seems I'm going to be defeated and cry
For me who seems to disappear
Who's words should I believe in?

Ah, please don't be defeated, please don't cry
In the time that seems to disappear
You should believe in your own voice
In these ages
You cannot run away from sorrow
But show your smile and go on living in the present
Go on living in the present

Dear you, who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

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nice song, Thanks to wei~

this song remind me of something

space to ponder

to live the present

and not give up easily

i might fall and cry

my heart might break again

but continue chasing the dream that i want

Just believe in urself

Believe in the Lord~

eXcuSe or sTubBorn heaD?

sometimes, i wonder how shd we act

when we really wanted something

shd we be stubborn

holding onto it so tight,

telling ourselves we shd not give up

or shd we give ourselves excuses and reason to give up

telling ourselves we tried,i'm tired or it's not meant for us

how shd we act?

being a stubborn head or give ourselves tons of reason to give up?

people say jus be the middle

but how do i measure "middle"?

pEtz~

since young i wanted to rare pets.
esspecially dogs but my parents doesn't like it.
so didn't get the chance to do that.
but for sure, when i'm old enough to live by myself.
I'm going to rare dogs.
Miniature Schnauzer is my first option.
becoz of the janggut i will name it ah Pek (uncle) dog :D
and second is golden retriever.
i will name it eskimo becoz it need to be at cold place all the time :)