tHe laSt

this will be the last time i say i give up,

I GIVE UP!!!!

i will do watever it takes to distance myself from u.

若你碰到他

deAr loVE

I don't write to tell you that I love you,

nor to ask you for explanations that now are not the time.

I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph.

I want to tell you that I really love you as I demonstrated you.

I don't know what happened. But It is too late.

I hope you can find your love.

Good Bye my dear love

a_O_e

Oh Lord, that might be ur will

ur will that i wish not

no matter wat comes

i will still continue my path

all hope lies in ur hands

my dream is in ur writing

pls, take me to u

whiTe lOve StorY

I didn’t know at first
Why your gaze, looking at me
Made me feel so flustered
I always wanted to ask
If you understood just a little of my feelings
Although I never told you

Now I know, how you were as lost
And wandering as I was
How you hurt so much, it kept you from sleep
Hold my hand,
I won’t let go of you again
I love you, as long as I breathe…

Things stood still
When you, who’d always treated me coldly,
Smiled at me that day

Now I know, how you were as lost
And wandering as I was
How you hurt so much, it kept you from sleep
Hold my hand,
Don’t let go of me
I love you, till the day I close my eyes in rest

I won’t cry
Now that you’re by my side
Thank you…
For giving me the gift of you

a d0n't duRing Prayer

If i'm correct, I remember there is a bible verse

saying don't bring anger into ur prayer.

and trust me. u should obey this.

last nite Sunday, i was really mad and emo bout something

So, i expressed all the anger in prayers.

saying things that i should't have said.

And the next morning, i got sick!!!!

I had a very bad headache and sorethroat and slight fever.

God punish me~

at first i didnt realize it was his punishment until last nite

pondering why i got sick

coz during sunday(day time) i was perfectly fine.

then i recall i was scolding in prayers.

maybe it was his punishment for me,

not to bring anger into prayer.

So, i prayed last time apologizing for wat i had done.

and today, i feel better.

Thank God and Forgive me.

i will never do that again. :(