i wiSh..

I wish to leave here as soon as possible.

tHank GOD

Thank god i have my family.

Thank god i have all my crazy and good frens.

Thank god i learned to love someone with all my heart.

Thank god i was hurt by ppl to make me grow.

Thank god for showing me the reality of human nature that is.. f*&%king selfish ppl

Thank god i'm not his gf or wife

coz thinking back he is jus a person who only thinks for himself

and never care for other ppls feeling.

And he never ever understand all i wanted was his understanding and support.

Thank god that he hurts me till i cry coz

he, making me cry is indirectly telling me that he don love me.

And that is the answer i wanted long ago...

Thank god...

nEveR lo0k bacK.

Never look back unless u have chosen that path,

Never look back if u wan to proceed in ur life,

Coz the past will not come back again,

The past will not last,

Let not the past rib ur future,

Erase the past and march to the future,

Let the past be the past,

Jus apprecite everyday becoz u might not know wat will happen tmr,

Tmr might be a miracle..

we are a miracle too...

So, ponder about it.

afteR thE teAr dr0ps oF heAven.

After the tear drops of heaven,

i have faith,

there awaits a beautiful rainbow.

GOD always sents rainbow after rain.

Reminding us to stand up tall again after we fell down

and he is always there for us.

i haD d0ne the corRect deciSion.

U come to me when u needed someone and when u needed help..

When u don need me, u go to ur frens, ur family

and i'm completely forgotten.

I gave u sincere heart

but this is wat u gave me.

it breaks my heart but u never care at all.

but why??

i guess i did the correct decision to let go.

BEAUTIFUL TOMB

난 내 감정을 묻으면된다,

침묵은 무덤처럼,

내가 내 마음에 깊숙히 묻어 것이다.

시체처럼 땅 속에 묻혀있다.

그리고 곧 그것을 잊어버린 것이다.

leArn a leSson..

PPL..never ever put ur mobile phone or wallet on the table while

you are eating in any mamak or restaurants.

Coz those clumsy or half awake person

will surely forget to take ur belongings with them when they r going back.

ESSPEACIALLY when they r in a hurry..

I left my phone once in the class also

Luckily and thank GOD my fren pass it back to me.

And this time it's my fren NGE CHEE YANG who left his phone at the mamak.

But thank God also the mamak workers are not greedy.

If not, sure gone.

FREE

I'm free now.

I don need to wonder r u thinking of me or do u miss me?

I don need to care for someone who don care bout me..

or Am i being replace by someone?

our story ends here.

why?? i nEveR unDerstaNd..

why when i treat ppl with my heart they alwaays make me dissapointed?

Why when i love u the most but u love someone else more.?

Why when i am willing to give u my all even to suffer for u,

u cant even give me a little bit of understand?

why u always expect me to be understanding but u never were to me?

i really love u but why u treat me in this way.

why u guys always make me feel that i'm jus a replacement when ur favorite is not here?

why am i always the replacement one?

u guys are forcing me to love u lesser and lesser?

and if thats the only path left for me to take to make me happier.

i guess i will.

iN luRve wiTh cRazIneSs noW!!!

CRAZY HUH?? :D XD lurve it >.<

I was hanging out with fren yesterday.

And i found myself to LOVE to go crazy and laugh like

no one biz in the cafe or anywhere.

At least i won't think about somebody so much.. :P

sometimes get emo thinking of him.

but i know he wont care.. :'(

but it's ok..

The sun will come out after the heavy rain..

back to the topic..

J hao and naomi came to fetch me from my house.

then we headed straight to kampung to

meet up with the others.

ordered watermelon juice.. >.<

but taste like cucumber and bitter gord mix..

yucky rite??

then change to station one.

took some pix

sai weng & joseph (normal ones :) )

Naomi and me ( little crazy :P )

THE DRAMA KING (damn crazy :D )

then to MCd to meet our NGE CHEE YANG.

Our "PIG LEG"..

Jus came back from studies..

Brought back his craziness and long hair..

which make him looks like scooby doo's SHAGGY

showing his new siao pose XD

A daY foR aLl moTheRs..I luRve U m0m.

Happy mother's day to every mother in this world.

May all mum live long!!

jus back from Paris restaurant.

this is my mother( but this pic is not taken today)

a.k.a celebrating Mother's day with my grandma, Aunt sally,

Kai ma and my mother.

And every year my church will organize a DIY session for

Mother's day gift.

Person in-charge this yr for the DIY gift is Naomi

and i'm jus her assistant.

Everychild is thought how to make

a small handcraft their mum's.

This is wat they did ^.^

Lurve all mumssss....

n0thinG to d0!!

Supposingly, I should be on the way going to MV with my family..

manatau, cancel d =.=

woke up so early..

nothing to do now..

cLick!!

I rmb i saw this movie on the first day it came out in the cinema

with my ex bf in the cinema 3 yrs ago .

If i'm not wrong it was in megamall or Damansara Cineleisure.

I rmb him sitting beside me,hugging me during the scene where the main character is dying.

( coz i was crying :P )

I rewatch this movie today and i still cry.

Becoz i know how it feels when u really love that person and the person don't anymore.

loving ur family so much but u have neglected them coz of work,money and power.

making u regret after u got all that but in the end u lose ur love onces.

and i wanted someone to keep their promise jus like he promise her wife.

(her wife ask him in his their first date

wife: will u still love me in the morning?

husband: forever and ever babe)

he loves her till he dies.

wat i wan share here is,ur family and ur life partner is more

important then anything in this whole world.

Appreciate while still can.

coz u wont know when they are going to leave u.

u can watch this movie in youtube

here is the link.

hope u enjoy it ^.^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMh8BI9OrG0&feature=PlayList&p=76BDB62C122692FE&index=2

geTtiNg MARRIED!!!

My fren jus got married,

congrats to her for finding someone who really loves her,

seeing her finding her right man makes me happy + envy.

coz i wanted someone to love me jus like her husband love her.

plus they got married becoz they wanna to love each other deeper.

and thats wat marriage is.....

to love each other deeper

May every couple get married becoz of that!!

t0 niGht..

To night,
will the last nite i say i love u.
To night,
will be last nite i care bout u,
To night,
will be last time i cry becoz of u,
To night,
is the night i let u go,
To night,
is the nite i will set myself free.
To night,
will be a new beginning to me.

i l0ve U!!

This phrase might be the most wonderful words to someone

but it might also be the most hurtful words.

No matter, how wonderful or hurtful it is..

It is still a miracle..