frAgiLe liFe..

Sorry for the long wait.Today, i'm going share about one of the thing that everyone will go through.It is death.Death of my grandmothers.In this week 2 of my grandmothers pass away.One is my dad's mother(92) and the other is my God parents mother(80+).The leaving of both of them was sudden.They pass away becoz they age.This is life. Everyone dies. So appreciate ur love ones while u still can. Don give urself excuses to wait and wait.In the end, the chance slip away. Later on, Cry also no use.

Dad's mother(ah ma)

She pass away 6 days ago.Her name is YEO CHENG CHUN. My grandma really like to dress up herself.So until,today she she still look young(not much wrikles) and fair jus like her name Cheng Chun. She had a full life.She was born, she grow, grow old and dies.She has 9 good children and alot of grandchildren and also greatgrand children.I don have the chance to see her for the last time coz i'm bz and i was in pj.Dad call and told me ah ma pass away .He ask me to go back asap.The next day i rush back and when i reach my 2 aunt bring me to her coffin. My heart was relieve. She looks peaceful. I thank GOD for taking her away before suffer much for physical body.Listening to the minister talking about her smiles and her life makes me weep silently :'(

To me she was strict to her family.She don like to stay home. For sure everyday, she will follow my uncle to go to outside shop.And she was also somehow lonely, longing for for someone to talk to her. Everytime when out family gather,she was also always sitting by herself. i rmb when i was studying foundation. Every weekend, I will take bus back klang and will stop by outside shop where ah ma goes everyday. So, sometimes i will talk her about my life then in return, she tell me hers. She told me how my dad is young is like, how she tries to earn money for the family and alot more.i rmb my Highest record was an hour. my uncle still ask me wat i talk to my ah ma. why so long.?? :) Then, from then on i talk her when i can.

There ia also one thing ah ma likes to do. It is to hold her grandchildren's hand.U know when someone is old and their skin is all wrikle up. Hers is jus like that..Holding our hands..Everytime when we sit beside her, she will take the oppurtunity to hold hand. i guess all my cousins know this well...I recall once holding her hand when she has some skin prob.I still ask her to go see doc or put some lotion to moisture her skin. Recalling all these memories make me shed tears coz it will never happen again. From i was 1 yr old till 20 yr old, she was always there sitting on her chair giving ang pao to everyone in the house during CNY. But next yr, She wont be there anymore.We will miss her.. i wil miss her..loved her :'(

God parent''s mother to be cont..

eVon Is bAck frOm cRuiSe!!!

me ^^

Helooooo everyone, I'm back!!The cruise was quite fun but i spended Rm 170 for it..broke now :'( The ship in the middle of the sea"gong hai") if i'm not wrong la. Actually it's a place for aunties uncles from malaysia and singapore to gamble.But for me, it's a jus place to relax and eat only..haha..There's nothing much when i'm in the ship but eat, sleep and also supporting vicky during the competition lo.

The competiton was held in the cruise's pub.Some of the contestants were really good in singing.But before going in, we have to q for tickets. The q was long.Then those singaporean aunties, started complaining outloud to everyone (and we are like being punished and force to hear them complain) saying "we are the contestants parent's,why we should q up for tics?" , i haven't get ready at all,how to q up for ticket?,this and that la.if u don wan q, then don watch the compeptition la."Te gao si" Complain,complain,complain.The staff there are jus doing their job and being fair to other ppl who wans to fo for the competiton.Really don like those aunty style.i hope i won't be like them when i'm their age..haha :D

But the good thing during the competition was, Chen Kuan Sai was there (the along in "money not enough 2" movie). He was damn funny. He say in mandrin, "WO HUI JIAN ENGELISHU,KE SI WAI GUO REN TING LIAO YAO CHA ZI TIAN" haha..it might not be funny here but when is say this, it was really funny:D :D and the 1 2 3 till 10 with the HUAT AR!! HUAT AR!! words was funny and good.They also give us a box of choc and free flow of beer and soft drink..this is like woouuaaa rite..?..ahah...i didn't really take much pic's of myself coz of my skin prob..ance..so sad :'( (wuwuwuuu) Vicky was in top ten..congrats to her!!..got a prize too ^^

the ferry to the cruise

instructions how to save our lives if any emergency happens

posing peace to tell u i'm there too ^^

he is holding the poles becoz he is afraid of heights.. :D:D

sUn deck!!

knots*&%^$%

i'm not really sure wats this

life saver!!

RESTICTED AREA.i wonder wats up there..

on our way to the ferry

free chocolates!!nice packaging huh!?!?

free flow ^.^

gui bin..haha ^.^

buffet style

exploring the ship

HURRAY!!! Cruise!! hEre I cOmE!!

Hoho..I'm going for a cruise with my frens tmr..Really exited about it :D:D..Vicky were selected to be in the final of a singing competition held in the ship.So, we are going there to support her sambil main, tidur, relax dan makan.I went to the ship b4. It was a nice place to sleep with cooling air condition and nice food.. ehe.. Vicky, gambateh!! i got the feeling that u will win a PRIZE BACK!!

p/s: be back with more info.

ONE GREAT DRAMATIC SHOW IN MY BLOG!! INTERESTING!!

if u wanna know bout this story.. jus read the happening in this week on BRAND MANAGEMENT DRAMA and also my chat box. Its funny and interesting!!

PM test..

Last sat, all student PR and other course students who took PM test were force to go school for 40 min jus to sit for the useless mcq Pendidikan Moral test.But luckily something suprising happened.. i don know weather it's God's help or the devil..My question paper has answers in it..muahahaha :D i did copy some i dono know but others i did myself..ehe :P

haPPeninGs in this wEek!!

Monday: BRAND MANAGEMENT "DRAMA"..

My group and i presented our 100 lemon lime to MR. Seelen on MondaY at 11a.m.Nothing interesting when we were presenting but right after our presentation. Drama begins!!! As usually after the presentation, here comes Q&A session. Our classmates were judging about the print ad that my groupmate have done saying "when i look at ur print ad,i don feeling drinking it" , "the pic is dull" , "why don u do this" , "why don that". I was like huh?!?!..U so "talented" then come and help us do la..Sir didn't even say much but u guys were judging and pointing out the weak points like u are a professional to show sir that out print ad is f*#*king lousy, so cut mark!! cut marks!! even if u know that it's not really that good u can jus keep quiet. No one will say that u are DUMD. It's seems like u are telling teacher to cut mark for this and that one that i have pointed out and not an opinion.

And thats not it. After my group presentation it was Mr. N's one. They did Marrybrown.To me it was quite good even thought i feel that they have done terlebih-lebiH and lebih for the assignment becoz of the tigeressssss.After presentation, the same Q&A too. Then the lan si lan yong ppl, thinking that he is very a profesional politician speak up saying "Don'T u think it's con-tra-dict-ting that u invite the minister of health to come to the re-launching new Marrybrown since HE BANNED fast food?? then the presenter says, it does not coz Marrybrown is also consider healthy becoz they give the best to customer.Then he ask the same question again and again like he does not understand what she had told him and kept on arguing.and that time his was soo "LAN SI" jus like im a pro judging ur work...feel like TIGHT SLAPPING him(pik-pak pik-pak). And didnt u hear "lan si" face, N doesn't even wan to answer ur silly question telling it out loud " wo bu siang gen ta jiang hua". U were so thick face.Luckily, Mr Seelen voice out and said it's jus a small matter in the invitation, u can jus change it. And that time i was like WUAHAHA!!! He is trying to shot them but he failed badly.Pls Grow up la..don behave like small kid in high school.



Tuesday: The Coffin in Times Square



MR.fai, N and me when to Times Square to watch "The Coffin". At first i thought it was a Hong Kong horror movie becoz of the HK actress/singer but i was wrong.I was abit dissapoited becoz it's not as good as i aspected it to be.Normally thai horror movie should very good but this one..emm..not really..Ya, it has a few scene that frighten me but i was jus normal.My advise download it and watch. Don waste money to go to cinema.Save it for other nicer show. Even the trailer before the show was even better compare to the ACTUAL show. One of it was Quarantine. The trailer was really nice. The main astress is Jenifer Carpenter. She was the main actor for Emily rose too. That movie was scary.. for me la..Quarantine might be a good pick.



Wednesday: Little Tree cafe



It was the semi-final for a singing competition. Vicky and Justin was one of the contestant.i Follow MR.Han's car together with vicky and N. Reach there at around 6 something with bad sitting place (jus beside the road, few more inches away from passing cars dangerous!!) COZ the tables there are RESERVED.Talking about "reserved" ,the waiters there are rude to the customers. ESPECIALLY our group.We request to change place becoz of the rain+the short shade provided. And u know wat they said???

conversation between the boy waiter and N:

N:Can we change our sitting place into the cafe, It's raining.
Boy:Can't, it's reserved.
N:But we came first and ur customers has not arrived till this late hour.Plus it's raining. We have no place to sit.
Boy: But it's reserved.
N: But the customer hasn't arrived.So we can sit here first. until if the customer comes.
Boy: BUT IT'S RESERVED!!! WAT IF THEY COME LATER.( in a anger)
N: Wat if they don?
Boy:They will surely come.( jus right then, the GF of the boy camelooking blur. Wat happen to our reserved place) i was like..WTF..how can the workers there reserved tables for themselves?? Tis is not right.They shouldn't do that. WE ,CUSTOMERS SHOULD BE THEIR FIRST PRIORITY!!! CUSTOMERS IS ALWAYS RIGHT!!NOT UR WORKERS!!

Then, the boss came and settle it JUS LIKE THAT. And We were sitted infront of the stage.. HAHA!! So they were told to move to other tables.I meet some new frens there.Talented ones..Deborah, William, Sean and Sherly(if i rmb correctly). Deborah was furious about the tables too..And she kept on saying.. Tis is a bad luck place.

Back to competiton, Justin and Vicky were pick to the finals. And i don understand why the judges pick 'DJ' justin leong(other contestant).He is A FREAKO and a PYSCO!! He talks to himself and sings to himself. Imagine that he is imagining himself as the winner of the competiton and he was singing with full passion at the corner he sat(like Celine Dion singing with her hands going up and down in the air).And N took a video of him singing to himself..HAHA!!So bad but funny.


Thursday: Free Lunch At section 17 Bulan Purnama.

There was a free lunch.. Whoa!! good news!!for students satying in section 17 area. As Usually me and N go out to eat together every "branch".The place was crowded, as u know malaysian loves free stuff. the food there was quite nice. Its was a buffet style. Ppl q up to take thier food.Free canned drinks too.The customers there act like they have starved for a few days fighting for food especially the fried chicken.I saw one uncle took the fresh fried chicken using both hands. It's like eww,u do really need to do so?!?like so deprerate?? Their plates were like a mountain and the drinks,they took like at least 4 for 1 person. Aih.. typical Malaysian. Sad part I'm am a malaysian too but i don act like them.

nEw sTuFf a.k.a jAy cHou

Yeah!! Jay chou new album is out :D :D.so happy.. i bought with the subsidy and help of N. I bought the special edition album called "yu gou" in chinese.There is only 3000 copies in Malaysia and one of it is mine.. haha :) but thanks to N.Without him informing me and helping me order. I might not get it.I remember he called methe week before jay's album is out asking me wheather i want it anot. Of course i say i wan la..but i'm broke..then N say i subsidy half lo.and thats how i get to it..hehe..good!!good!! thanks to him.the "yu gou" also comes with a toy and a poster.Thanks to N again.i aprreciate very much.

bEgGinG of School

today is the very first day of PR Y2S2 students short sem. nothing really special today.but i met 2 new people.MR Seelan and MR active.. :D MR Seelan's class was ok but MR active is terrible. MR active class was boring with the NILAI MORAL DAN NILAI BUKAN MORAL..ARRR!!! "si beh" sien..

utarians!! RESULT is out man..

i believe that every utar students has see thier result.some might be limping in joy while some might be in tears. but i'm in between.. ahahah :) hiew..Thank GOd my result is better than i expected.prove them wrong that we can still survive without u selfish bastards... wakakaka :D :D :D do u know everyone knows ur " shui yea"...??i think u still blur blur tat we are the good people and u are the bad ones..

loVe @ ai @ cinta @ sarang

wat is love to u? to me LOVE represents POWER, BEAUTY, MAGIC, HAPPY, and also SADNESS.its really hard to express with words.love can also colours of life.it can bring happiness to anyone.but sometimes it bring sadness and pain. with it, u would be laughing with u are with the person u love together but with it u can also be in pain,crying( heartache) when the person u love is no longer yours or around.It is the most important thing in my life. without love my life i would consider my life is empty and meaningless. loVe from God,parents, family, frens and my bf(i don know i have anot. ahA) they all are my precious stone.loVe to me also is about being selfless. to think of others first then only myself, giving the best to them, to protect, to keep them smiling, to care, to be there, to appreciate and only you in my eyes not me. seeing them happy make u feel happy.


One of the example is my mum.my mum would rather suffer all by herself. she rather sleep less to clean the house while her kids were sleeping so that they can sleep more..it might not a big one.but every bit of love counts.i know she loves us.i believe every mother in this world love thier child.



Another example.Jesus. He is loVe.teaching us to love.wat ever he did, is out of loVe. being betrayed by his love one, being so lonely even god does not wan him,weeping in tears of nothing but only sadness, baring the pain of roman torture, being mocked and spit by his own people, being force to wear the crown of torns, baring the cross, being nail all alone.for who?for wat? for us..he could have been sitting on his throne in heaven being the king.he does not need to suffer so much but why he came to earth to suffer?have ever u ponder?only one word LOVE

but i slowly realise love in this world is changing.love is growing cold.people are getting more and more heartless. killing without blinking their eyes, raping jus like its an entertainment, hurting jus like having fun, betraying ur fren like it's a good deed.why is the love becoming this? how is ur love? i know some ppl might think that i'm innocent and simple. but ask yourself. why make it complicate when it can be as simple as that.

Be riGht baCk!!!

heloo, it's been a long time since i post the last blog. apologizes for that.i was bz with revision, exams and holidays.but...I'll be rigt back when i return to school on 13 of oct. see u guys later !!!

loVe of GoD woRks!!! (indian boy)

On the 20th, i went ot mentakap with Adrain's group that sat.eN and me was the RE teacher for that week but we idealess what to teach. We reach there earlier than we thought.So we end up waiting coz too early. Then eN and me went straight up to the RE classroom to discuss what to teach lo. After that we plan to teach them to do an aRtw0rk(making TuTu!!! train) and to teach them The 10 Commandments of GoD.

we must always keep this in our heart and mind.

There were 4 kids. 1 indian boy and the other 3 are siblings. So we taught them and we ask them to write down on a colour paper to stick it on the wall of the classroom. But the indian boy does not know how to speck other languages only his mother tougue. The kids told me that..so it was a bit hard to communicate with him.Indian children in Mentakap can just simply run everywhere without the parents knowlegde the whole day.thier parents won't be worry at all. So most of the weekend the indian boy will come our church to attend the RE class.

that day was the first them i meet him and from that very moment I can feel the LOVE of GoD woRk in miraculous ways. Other kids there don't really like him becoz he is naughtier.He comes every weekend even thought he don know how to communicate with other kids and other people. Don't you think there is something that bring him here?? In my opinion i think it's the love of GoD. The love of God bring him here. Something that u can feel but can't really descirbe it.

We also did the artwork... The tUtU!! train...every kid did one.. eN and i stick them all on the wall too (as deco)..linking the train together shows togetherness and L.O.V.E. every train has the makers name on it... The indian boy did 1 too but he didn't write his name on it. So i ask for his name.

evon: apa name u?

indian boy: shaking head..

evon: u sure tahu nama punya.

indian boy: KHANMPQ( trying to spell it to me, but don't know)

evon: Ini tak mungkin nama awak.( the other kids laugh at him) pity him

indian boy: ran away..

evon: hey, pergi mana!?!?

after 10 min..He came back with a piece of paper and gave me. i look and i smile at him.It was his name..he went back home to ask the spelling of his name from his parents.i was suprise..it was something i never thought he wil do. So i write in nicely on the train he make. and link it with the others trains..

The trains..the indian boy's head..

tAng luNg FesTivAl aka leaving to JaPan!!! together + ness (jia hao yue yuan)

Finally i have some free time to post toGthEr+ neSs of the sEvens..

The day the 2nd person of the SevEns left to study. It was very heartbreaking :'( (wuwuwuwu). She left at 8 something to Bangkok for transit and then to Japan. But knowing now that she is able to handle everything by herself was a relieve to me beocz i know how feeling so lonely at a place that is far away from home. Thank God :) Before she left,we had a steamboat gathering together at Naomi's house. It was FUN!!! We kept talking and talking to habis-habis and we also watching horor movie together and sandwiching each other while sleeping.



Thinking of the good times makes me wanna cry becoz togetherness is so hard to find in this dark world. I'm sure there is no frens like the sEven.I'm glad i know the sEveNs. Even thought sometimes we had a little arguement but LOVE bond us together. We also gave her a gift. Irene and naomi design it. below is theier creation ^^





Anot and Yang..We miss u guys very much.. Miss the time we laugh, eat, shop, play,walk and doing other things together. Only the seVens knows know how happy it is when we were togteher. lotsa tHE SeVens. XOXO

roYal prInceSseS

aNot & ev0n :D

haPpY mOmenT~~

enjoying creammy ice under hot sun

implicit recognition~~

SCARY human...SELL+ FISH+ NESSSSS..

To SICK and PATHETIC selfish bastards,

Long ago, i knew that human is a selfish being but never in my life expected that selfishness will win over frens..where is ur conscience?it might have rotten.when there's benefits, they will go there.When they need u, they come to u. And when u are useless to them,they leave and find another prey.Their CLAWS are even sharper than a beast's claw.

I can't understand WHY?? they can be so "KIA SU" and "KIA SI" and despicable a.k.a "BEI BI" for their fooking benefits.Telling me that u don wan us in msn jus makes u a heartless coward .U don even dare to say it that face to face. And keep on giving stupid excuses..bla bla bla..Nice to hear,wanna change enviroment.Bad to hear, i don wan a u coz we have no benefits anymore. Marks can replace frens?Izit really worth it?u all go HAM ur marks la.

But when i ponder, i feel that u are not like that.Jus because u listen to people's trumpet.But why u listened to them before u think.U don have ur stand?From the first, i know that she was not a simple girl.She is innocent outside but a DRAGON lady inside. DON think u acting innocent people won't see the inner DRAGON lady.u can lie to others but not a girl's 6 sense. U are a good brainwasher, even better than direct sales. Can go be direct sales.. HAHAHAHA!!

Don u guys know that there are still some frens becoz they are jus doing wat u are always doing jus for marks.? don be so THICK FACE la. U have ruin frenship and mess up everything. We look through u.Luckily u unmask ur evil nature, if not we are still "gong gong" being ur prey.

P/S thinking of smashing us rite..? But we proved to u in some ways that u were very wrong bout us.MUAHAHAHA..fooking happy.. We can still survive strongly la.WAHAHAHA!!

This might be your ROTTEN CONSCIENCE !!!

MONEY no ENOUGH!!!

YES!! money no Enough..i went to watch this movie yesternite with my frens(MR han and MR N) at Cineleisure Mall..need to relax myself after a tough test(Media Planning).frankly MP drop dead liao T___T.Have to "ge you"(add oil) in the next test.The sits are comfy but the sound system yesterday was a bit too loud and pitchy.It was funny (HAHAHA) and sadening movie..sobsob :'( It touches on society that always talk bout MONEY MONEY and MONEY only.Ppl are self-centered even when it comes to their own family. But it is the opposite for a 24 seven mother and a loving wife who sacrifice for their own FAMILY.Boys and girls, pls honor and love ur parents esspecially ur mum and be loyal to ur other half. APPRECIATE ur family.I think this is a movie that EVERYONE must SeE. A phase in the movie that i think is forgeten by today's society is " Poor is not when ur bank has no money, but it is when u are in good or bad days, u don have ur love ones beside u.Having a alot of money doesn't mean that u are wealthy but together with ur love ones u are WEALTHY($$$$)."

Hacked!!! EXAM!!!

these is my revision papers..headache.. @-@

In 10 more hours, i"m going to be sitting in the exam hall pc 201 for my very first final test.Its advertising copy writing..i'm a bit nervous but it's still ok..can control..huhu..The past 13 weeks of Acw tutorial was quite fun. Honestly..i like her class the most..hehe..Ms Siva is a nice and funny tutor who always band her hair up and for sure she will have a scraf with her.She always try to make the class laugh and the way she express herself was so comfartable.She is different from other tutor or lecturer.Maybe becoz she always ask us to appreciate things around us..such as...the dawn when the sun is rising..she really wakes up at 5 am to see the sun rise.i "ching pai" her(applause).And she always ask us to think of something that will make u feel AAAA!!!(saprono choir singing high note) such as when i eating cakes and choc, they my fav..and to stop thinking of ASSIGNMENTS!!and EXAM!!(which is impossible for a normal student).i still remember the phase that she say during her first turorial class. My Micheal and ur Micheal is different(thats basically the thing i rmb during her class >_<) ..HAHAHA.. jus hope that tomoro's test well be "kcang putih"(easy) for all Utar Pr year 1 sem 2 students..Wish me luck !!! and also good luck!! to all pr students...and all other utar students that is having exam during this period..

first time

heloo, everyone..evon here. This is the very first time i wirte something bout myself and my life on a blog of my own. i decide to create my own blog becoz i wanted to express my own opinion and feeling bout life in this world that sometimes seems to be meaningless to someone but can also be meaningful to the other. And of course about the ruler of the world that is human..

lotsa xoxo...