Can I just give up?

I tried everything

to hate 

to love

to bless 

to curse

to forgive

to hold grudges 

to forget

to think

to let go

to be thankful

to be submissive

to obey

to hold back

to go back

I'm losing my grip Lord.

I'm feel tired.

I'm lost inside

Can I just give up?

leaving..

I asked God to make you leave
To leave and never come back.
I lift my head up..
Hoping God will look down.
for doing it right

9 more days

Dear Lord,

I know, i know i'm still struggling to the right thing
Just give me 9 more days to end it
I'm trying, I'm trying very hard.
I'm fighting, Fighting with myself everyday
Fighting for myself very second
I will win this.. Please ~

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Have you ever felt like you were the only one on the road
have you ever wonder where has everybody gone
have you ever felt abandoned
have you ever felt alone

well I , I hear your cry
and I , I feel your pain
I know, you try so hard
to make things right
to overcome this endless fight
Just don give up

Have you ever felt like you step over the line
an then did you just pretend that everything was fine
have you ever felt, no body know who you are
have you ever felt like a failure in disguise

well I , I hear your cry
and I , I feel your pain
I know, you try so hard
to make things right
to overcome this endless fight
Just don give up

well I , I hear your cry
and I , I feel your pain
I know, you try so hard
to make things right
to overcome this endless fight
Just don give up (3X)

I won't give up

heart of flesh

i tried,
i tried to turn my heart
i tried to turn it into a heart of stone
no heartache,
no love,
no feelings
but i failed
i tried not to love but i failed because Jesus taught me how to love
He gave me a heart of flesh

NEW

Dear Lord,

I received strength from above
strength to make it through this rough stormy and rocky path
He saved me once when He nail Jesus on the cross
I believe in HIM not give up on me this time
I want to be better in career and in person for HIM
May God bless me with all His might and His strength
Thank you with all my might dear Lord.

Love
Your lost daughter~

ENTRUST

Dear Lord,

you are the only one who knows completely
you are the only one that holds the power
power of a miracle to happen
i entrust everything to you
to mend or to break
no matter how it is decided...
i will follow you

ALL IN YOUR WILL

Sincerely,
Your daughter

one hope left

there are many words left unspoken

many thoughts hidden deep in my heart

many doubts in my mind

much tears in my eyes

however there is one hope left 

which conquer my heart and mind

making me smile once in a while

comforts my bitter heart

Dear Lord, I pray is your will. please show me your will.

lost

I'm lost, clueless

I do not know what is the right direction

I'm unsure to continue or to make a turn

what shall I do?

Please just show me Lord.

strength-less