i StilL cHerish U~

A few more days,

our days will end,

the possibility of meeting again is thin,

i cherish everyday while i can still see u,

everytime to spent it with u,

i might not be with u physically in the coming days,

but i will keep u close to my heart,

pin u on my collar,

watever GOD had decided,

i will follow.

i promise myself i will love u till the day i leave this world.

even though u don anymore.

i hope u all happiness~

nEw DreaM~

I dreamt to be with u,

I pray everyday for that,

but i realise i'm hurting myself,

my dream shattered as my heart does.

everything seems hopeless

but now i have changed,

A new dream,

I dream to go to heaven soon,

leaving this place of vanity,
toiled for nothing,

suffered for nothing,

cared for nothing,

loved for nothing,

In the end, we leave with nothing.

Oh, Lord pls take me with u.

i long to be in ur arms and ur kingdom.

futuRe

Dear, Lord

i know my future will not be the one i wanted

i know, my will is not yours

i respect your will

forcing nothing

the love that i wish to receive

i understand, it does not belong to me

i accepted the fact

but the love of u still stay with me

the love u teaches me

i will keep it in my heart till the day i depart this world.

all i want is

For u to guide me through this silent pain.

because i believe the sun will soon be shining bright

after the pouring rain.

it's time~

this time,

my mind and my heart tell me its time.

its time to let go.

the love and hope that i had for this dissapeared,

dissappeared when i see that moment i had been praying for 3 years

i felt nothing,

neither happy nor sad

rElieVe

FYP first draft done~

muahahahaha XD

Thank The LORD!

i Want t0 kn0w wHat LovE iS

will i have that chance again?
its in ur hands.

wHy aM i sO stuBboRn?

i hate myself to be stubborn~

my mind tells me to leave

but why my heart ask me to stay?

my mind asks me to hate

but why my heart tells me to love?

my mind asks me to forget

but why my heart jus cant forget?

my mind tells me its not worth it

but why my heart tells me its worth it?

my mind tells not to cry anymore

but why teardrop still fall?

my mind tells me to stop missing

but my hear still does?

oH Lord,

if ur will is for me to leave

why am i still not leaving?

i try doing ur will

why am i still stuck?

why my heart still ache?

why tears still fall?