fAith iN LovE

dear Lord,

i'm sorry. i lost faith in love

the love that u teach

i tried to love without expecting anything back

i tried to love in the way u taught me

but love hurts me

i gave love chances

but love took for granted

love, killed my love

aNgels cRy~

(i still believe in my love)

Mariah:
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

tHe BooK of jOb

last saturday, Deacon Lee spoke on Job.

if i'm not wrong, Job lost everything

but he didint murmur

he continue to stay by GOD

having faith, trust and reliance in GOD

and that what i need to do.

Faith, Trust and reliance On GOD.

think positive, stay happy

count my blessing everyday

and one day, my dream wil come

MaRRiage voW

I _____, take you ______, to be my wedded husband/wife.

To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse,

for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health,

to love and to cherish 'till death do us part.

And hereto I pledge you my faithfulness.

have u ever really understand a marriage vow?

i'm sure alot of ppl don

they forgot the vow that they made

breaking the promise

hurting the one they said they love

but i hope, soon they will come to understand

keeping their promise

love and cherish

till death we part

love and happiness is right infront of u

use ur heart and u will see what u never see before

thE oNe

does ur heart hear when my heart is telling i love u?

screaming so hard that i miss u?

the one thing that can bring me happiness

is the one i had to leave

my heart aches

i jus hope i can forget what love is

wat miss is

who u r in my heart and mind

coz the pain is unbearable

tears drop even though i resist

oh Lord pls be with me.

neEdY cHild

after watching the video above
i think my life is not that hopeless
i might not have my own family in the future
but for sure i will have a child
a child that i adopt that need love

THEE

The Lord God have shown me his will

the will that i will follow as i had promise him

my love will be bury deep like a silent tomb

but no matter what happen, my dear love

i will be by u quitely like the angels that is with me now

i will live my life to the fullest

for my life in this world will be temporary

i look forward in going to heaven to meet THEE