i deCideD~

After all the pain and suffering i had been through,

i came to understand that its all not worth,

i'm not going to try anymore,

the harder i try,

the harder i knock face to the wall

the person never cares about me, my feelings

but only his own,

i will let it go according the highest will,

to have no more feeling for u in me.

u don even wish to see me,

i guess thats wat u wanted all along.

Dear Lord,

pls be the pillar of my strength,

the comfort to my sadness,

the tissue of my tears,

the teddy i needed to hug,

the one who my tape back my broken heart,

pls be with me!!!

i WanNa bE wiTh U

i pray that i could be with u,

i hope to leave this painful place,

pls take me away from all the pain and suffering

and bring me to the place where only happiness exist,

i really wanna be with u soon,

pls take me away,

i'm sure u wil take care of eberyone i love

even though i'm gone

HE liStenEd

Thank u dear Lord,

U listen to my prayer,

i'm starting to count my blessing everyday.

I'm grateful for everything,

and may everything goes in ur will :)

sImple tHing makes a difFerEnce~

yesterday, a simple question of are u okay,

jus made my day,

thank u

hOld 0n sTroNgeR~

Evon, u got to hold on.

u got ot stay strong for urself.

keep ur faith deep in ur heart

HE will come and take u when the time comes.

and bring u to a place where only happiness and goodness exist.

no matter how hard the road ahead

HE will hold ur hands

HE will guide u

HE will carry when u need a fren

He will keep his promise.

HE is always there

HE is understand how u feel

Evon, just run to him

s0ng for my heArt!