cRy to Be sTrongEr

people cry, not because they're weak.
Its because they have been strong too long.

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A statement that describe my feelings
when I was weeping silently in the lavatory
crying doesn't mean, weak
its another way to make you stronger
I realize there are still people who cares when I'm needy
Dear Lord,
Thank you for being with me
when crying is all that I wanted to do.
You've made stronger~

haRdwoRk

Dear Lord,

Daughter has been working very hard.

she hope that You could continue guiding her thru this rocky road

exhausted and frustration is what fills her days

She does require much

Just hugs and kisses on her cheek/forehead

but she knows You are supporting her

silently....

showering love into daughter's daily life

Thank you that I am your daughter.

Love,

Your princess

hOw aRe u?

aMazing voice

Amazing voice

Courage that I seek

I promise, someday I will find the courage :)

May we all have the courage to do what we love to do.

things that makes our heart smile

Go for it !

siSters in hEart

gratitude to Almighty above

bond as strong as steel

Thank you

your Love tied us up together

and i hope we could stay together until we are grannies :)

RemInds me of u

There were once I hope with all my heart for you tell me

oh ~ these times are hard, yeah! their making us crazy

don't give up on me baby

U were the one who gave me up

but I thank God you did :)

no doubt there were once I love you with all my heart

Goodbye ~

jUst Read~

"Lost"

we are not alone..

He is always here

somehow we have to find a way to use out heart to feel him

I love you

we are all like a heart

a rare joined heart

a heart joined with different individual in HIS love

its was a bond so strong nothing could crush

why does it feel like its falling apart slowly

reflection has been my habit

did one acted wrong?

I'm not aware

has resentment took place of love?

has hatred entered this bond?

felt like forever could not represent this bond

heart tears like a child losing their favourite teddy

I just hope love does not fade away from this bond

time for true hearts to shine

hearts bond with God's love

precious defines this heart in my heart

May His will guide us thru

May this bond be forever

like what we once believe when we were young.

May this heart be a complete one till the end

i love you

yours sincerely

it's okay

sometimes its okay not to be okay~

after crying all out

you will be stronger than before..

i Am bLesSed~

life has been hard on me

best I have given out

tired body tired mind

have I not done enough?

perhaps enough is not good enough for some

All I'm doing is to please You not them

Hope from your little child to You

May all be done is in Your Will

Watever that comes

I know, it is your will

joy or despair..

I am blessed :)

Silence of Love

Dear Lord,

You loved us once that deep

And you still do

Good life shuts our mind

numb our heart

Does his love still flashes a cross our mind?

All you wanted was for us to be ur children

somehow I can the pain in your broken heart.

I know I can't do much

But I can offer to cry with you

to listen if you need

I love you dearly

love from my grateful heart to YOU above

without you, I'm nothing i am today

rAin PoUrinG

walking on an endless path

heaven pours

rains fill my days

holding on an old umbrella

water drips thru the holes on the umbrella

wet and cold

mind says give up

heart tells, patience

I stay on the path.

praying in heart

waiting to see a rainbow from heaven :)

stEreo HearT

Its my heart~

this melody is meant for u :)

oNce i hOpe U dID hOld oN

there were once i hope you could hold on to me tight
at tat moment you chose to let go of my hand and my heart
but i know I'm still the lucky one to have someone tat love me all my heart
I'm his child.
I thank him.
this is the song he sang to me once when all I can do is to cry myself to sleep
He was right
Hold on to me,
I promise you it'll be alright.
he kept his Promise.
Thank you. I love you dearly

i'M soRry

woRdS i cAnnoT uTter

home

time passes fast


the busy-ness blinded me


making me feel numb


when I slow down


and stop


I feel like I'm living someone elses life


I missed talking to you everynight


I'm sorry


I'm coming home to you

rEalIty

sometimes we dream

dream to this have this ideal lover

tall, sweet, caring, cute and etc

we dream to have this sweet sweet relationship

but love is never far from reality either

it still hurts, it still breaks a heart

it still cuts like a freaking butter knife

but all this make it real

love is never love if there is only sweet and happy

in reality its sweet, bitter, sour and spicy

a love i would want coz its real :)

pRouD

Dear Lord,

Thank you

my prayers were heard

never in my life i tot i will do this

i know this will be very hard

i might fall and get cuts

i know i will cry so hard

and feel like giving up

but i know with u, in u

I can, i am able to get through it

i have a feeling that

today, tmr or even the further

are what u have writen on one of your diaries with my name on it

with a purpose

my best will be given out becoz of you

with my tiny hand in yours

i have complete trust in you

i want to make you proud

i want to make my family proud

i want to be proud with who i am

i want to make the one who u chosed to give me the chance to be pround in me

i will make u proud

becoz I'm your CHILD :)

i love you ( jus feel like expressing it with full of gratitude)

wRonG pErson

a voice in my mind tell me to stop

to stop longing for him

its clear in my mind its going to be impossible

but i guess feeling is not easy to control

i miss a person whom i shd never start to like

but longing for someone makes me feel that love alive again

even though i'm missing the wrong person

i jus hope i had the courage to follow my heart~

siNging with voiCe frOm hIs HeaRT

title of the song " mother's Dream"
he sings for his mother in Heaven
Singing with voice of his heart
filled with emotion hard to express
touches my heart with his singing
even without knowing the meaning of the lyrics~

張惠妹‧我最親愛的‧完整MV

sMiLe

smile and the world is yours (cheers too mei)

an inspiring statement worth telling

a statement that makes me smile to myself

smile and all will be different in a way

a smile on a face make sparks

a smile represent a little hope in life

a smile can even break the ice

may we wear smile on our faces :)

BelieVe

i believe

somehow we wanna believe in good things

we wanna believe in the truth

we wanna believe in true love

we wanna believe in everything that is true, exist

we want too!!!

sTiLl

future is blur

past hurts

even if it hurts

love is still there

love

is

still

there

i still miss love

may love with u always

may love be with me someday too

may love be among us

bAck oN my KneEs

tHat woRd

The cross

it was where He was nailed for all

becoz of one word

He suffered

becoz of that word

He gave one life to save lifes

that word

drew US closer to HIM

LOVE

made salvation happen

LOVE with blood and flesh

I thank HIM

without LOVE we are nothing but an animal

wHo u R

sHarinG heArts

my eyes were teary when u told me bout ur prayer

prayer at night before sleep

hoping to reunite with ur love ones

even though u acted strong

but ur eyes tells me ur pain deep within ur heart

no words were uttered

becoz i know sometimes

words can't heal a broken heart

my dearest, u shared a piece of ur heart with me

and now, both hearts are closer

ur prayers will be mine too~

foRgiVe and fOrGet

I was not treated well before

but today i chosed

the arrow pointing forgive and forget

and I can loudly say

I'm proud of u, Evon ;)

and it's beautiful!!!

P!nk - F**kin' Perfect

fLoweR

the life of a flower

seems to be like ours

somehow, some of us never catch whole the our dream

somehow, we never manage to bloom like the flowers did

but if we still have the heart

its never too late

all we need is the courage to follow our heart :)

mAgiC

have u wonder how magical love is

how 2 strangers fall in love with each other

how both from diffirent background

both from far away meet each other at a certain place

know each other

and be together..

Thats how love is

magically turning strangers to lovers

and sometimes

turning back lovers to strangers

everynight i pray

that magic will happen once more in my life

one more time that will last for a life time.

hearT bleeDing in teArs

Is there a God? i always question myself

A question that shoved into His heart like a knife

without reason, i felt sad

tears were in my eye

my dear bro,

I jus hope u could wake up

His heart bleeds in tears for u~

beAutiFulLy sAng

Anywhere u are ,I'm near
Anywhere u go, i'll be there
Anytime u whisper my name, u'll see
how every single promise i keep
cuz what kinda a guy would i be
if i was to leave when u need me most

what are words
if u really don mean it
when u say them
what r words
if their only for good times
then they don
when it's love
yeah, u say them out loud
those words, they never go away
they live on, even when we're gone

and i know an angel was sent jus for me
and i know i'm meant to be where i am
and i'm gonna be
standing right beside her tonite
and i'm gonna be by ur side
i would never leave when she need me most

what are words
if really don mean them
when u say them what words
if their only for good times
then they don
when it's love
yeah u say them out loud
those word, they never go away
they live on, even when we're gone

anywhere u are, i'm near
anywhere u go, i'll be there
and i'm gonna be here for ever more
every single promise i keep
cuz what kinda guy would i be
if i was to leave when u need me the most

i'm forever keeping my angel close~

s0meTimes

sometimes

i still misses u

sometimes

i still tear up becoz of u

sometimes

i still hope to see u

and sometimes,

becoz of u i feel that love is stil alive

the feeling of sweetness in bitterness

love in a broken heart

hope in dissapointment

my hope lies in The Lord above high

to me let see light of love in darkness

i still hope love :)

p0weR to cHange

hAppY cNy

happy CNY to everybody!!!

all i can say is..

it's a great year for me

things change to be better

in HIS will my life is better :)

May all goodness be blessed to

those who is needy like the red packets we received

May God take good care of us~

May we feel his Love even in good times

and even more in bad times~

她说 jJ

leSson fRom a r0ck

rOck..

lying in the dirt

a piece of junk ppl does not appreciate

but rock

it teach us a lesson

a lesson to be strong

rock...

nothing can perish a rock easily

no sun can burn it

no rain can drown it

a lesson to be learn into heart

sun will burn

rain will pour

but i believe i can be like a rock

uR WILL be dOne

Dearest King,

princess knows your WILL

Thy WILL be done on heaven

as it is in earth

May princess understand thy WILL written

May princess grow stronger through thy WILL

May the WILL guide princess with light

May princess learn and understand, WILL

May WILL walk with princess to a path

a Path where only light exist

princess looks up to King

Dear King hold little princess' hand

For YOUR HAND strengthen me

NO SHOUTING!!!!!

Once a professor aske his students:

why do we shout in anger?

why do ppl shout at each other when they are upset?

the students thought for awhile before one of them said:

"we shout because we lose our calm"

"But why shout when the other person is just next to u?

Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice?"

The students gave various answer,

none of which satisfied the professor.

Finally he explained:

when two ppl are really angry with each other,

their hearts distance.

To cover that distance, they must shout to be able

to hear each other.

the angrier they are, the louder they wil have to shout

to hear each other through that great distance"

Then he asked:

"What happen when two ppl fall in love?

they don't shout at each other but talk softly

WHY? because their heart are very close.

The distance between them is very close.

when they love each other even more,

what happen?

They don't speak-

they only whisper

and get closer to each other in their love.

" finally, they do not even need to whisper.

They only look at each other, and thats all.

That is how close two ppl are when they love each other.

so when you are angry, do not let ur hearts

get distance or say words that distance each other even more.

or there may come a day when the distance is so great

you will not find the path back to each other.

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something that i felt needed to be share out

i shouted

and both hearts lost their way back

taken from joyce loh (STAR THELMA)