Wednesday, April 21, 2010

i StilL cHerish U~

A few more days,

our days will end,

the possibility of meeting again is thin,

i cherish everyday while i can still see u,

everytime to spent it with u,

i might not be with u physically in the coming days,

but i will keep u close to my heart,

pin u on my collar,

watever GOD had decided,

i will follow.

i promise myself i will love u till the day i leave this world.

even though u don anymore.

i hope u all happiness~

Sunday, April 18, 2010

nEw DreaM~


I dreamt to be with u,

I pray everyday for that,

but i realise i'm hurting myself,

my dream shattered as my heart does.

everything seems hopeless

but now i have changed,

A new dream,

I dream to go to heaven soon,

leaving this place of vanity,
toiled for nothing,

suffered for nothing,

cared for nothing,

loved for nothing,

In the end, we leave with nothing.

Oh, Lord pls take me with u.

i long to be in ur arms and ur kingdom.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

futuRe


Dear, Lord

i know my future will not be the one i wanted

i know, my will is not yours

i respect your will

forcing nothing

the love that i wish to receive

i understand, it does not belong to me

i accepted the fact

but the love of u still stay with me

the love u teaches me

i will keep it in my heart till the day i depart this world.

all i want is

For u to guide me through this silent pain.

because i believe the sun will soon be shining bright

after the pouring rain.



Monday, April 12, 2010

it's time~


this time,

my mind and my heart tell me its time.

its time to let go.

the love and hope that i had for this dissapeared,

dissappeared when i see that moment i had been praying for 3 years

i felt nothing,

neither happy nor sad




Sunday, April 4, 2010

rElieVe

FYP first draft done~
muahahahaha XD
Thank The LORD!

i Want t0 kn0w wHat LovE iS



will i have that chance again?
its in ur hands.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

wHy aM i sO stuBboRn?

i hate myself to be stubborn~
my mind tells me to leave
but why my heart ask me to stay?
my mind asks me to hate
but why my heart tells me to love?
my mind asks me to forget
but why my heart jus cant forget?
my mind tells me its not worth it
but why my heart tells me its worth it?
my mind tells not to cry anymore
but why teardrop still fall?
my mind tells me to stop missing
but my hear still does?
oH Lord,
if ur will is for me to leave
why am i still not leaving?
i try doing ur will
why am i still stuck?
why my heart still ache?
why tears still fall?