gRaviTy

cAn't brEathe

i try so hard to do wat i shd do

forcing myself

keeping it to myself

hiding it deep in my heart

it still seems useless

its torturing

my heart ache

i can't breathe

but still have to keep on

i cant stop

i deciDe

i decide to hide it,

keeping it to myself,

My future is in mist,

all i can do is to entrust everything to GOD.

uR waRm emBrace

Thank you

Lord Jesus Christ

The warmest embrace from you that i ever felt

Its more than enough to let me know

that you Love me

And you were always here for me when i cry

crying for the person that might never love me again

It has been a long time since the last hug

I thank you with all my heart.

I love You, Jesus

Your hug makes me smile

even though i'm in tears.

i beLieVe

Dear Lord..

i believe there will be a miracle

i'm waiting for it.

Pls don ever let me go.

i need u so much.

pls be here to carry me on ur back when i cry

pls be here to sing a song to me, when i'm sad

pls raise me even though i feel like giving up.

everything that u r making me go through

i know its ur will

i will not murmur even though every step i'm taking is breaking my heart

every step seperates me from the love of life

the love of my life that will never love me again

making me a finer gold.

The fire burns, the pain, the broken heart

forces tears to flow even though i'm unwilling

only u understand,

pls take my hand

to walk every step of my path with bravery

sOmeDay~

Someday u'll gonna realize

One day, u'll see this through my eyes

But then, i won't even be there

I'll be happy somewhere

Even if i can't

I know u don really see my worth

U think u're the last guy on earth

Well, i've got news for u

I know i'm not that strong

But it won't take long

Won't take long

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me

The way i wanted u to need me

Someday someone's gonna take ur place

One day i'll forget bout u

U'll see, i won't even miss u

Someday, someday

But now, i know u can tell

I'm down and i'm not doin well

But one day these tears

they will all run dry

I won't have to cry

Sweet goodbye

Coz, someday someone's gonna love me

The way i wanted u to need me

Someday, someone's gonna take ur place

wooh~

One day, i'll forget about u

U'll see, I won't even miss u

Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone's gonna love me

The way I wanted u to need me

Someday, someone's gonna take ur place

One day , I'll forget about u

U'll see, I wont even miss u

Someday, Someday~

Ahh yeah~

hAppilY nEver aFter (nicole)

Happily never after,

seems to be a bad ending,

but look at the bright side,

its a new begining.

Happily never after

I don think i want this anymore

As she drops the ring to the floor

she said to herself ' You left before'

This time you will stay gone "thats for sure"

And he shattred something as

She dragged her suitcase down the path

To the driveway

She had never gone that far

Normally this would be

The time that she

Would let him talk her out of leaving

But this time, Without crying

As she got into her car

She said

NO..

HAPPILY NEVER AFTER

That jus ain't for me because finally

I know, i deserve better, after all

I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile

Realized she hadn't for awhile

No destination, she drove for miles

Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

Laughing about the way he shattred something as

She dragged her suitcase down the path

To the driveway

She had never gone that far

Normally this would be

The time that she

Would let him talk her out of leaving

But this time, without crying

As she got into her car

She said,

No..

Happily never after

That jus ain't for me, because finally

I know, i deserve better, after all

I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done,i'm done

Said i'm so done

So done, i'm done, i'm done

i'm free, i'm free, i'm free

free to be me

She inhales an air she never breathed before

The air of no drama, no more

She said

No..

Happily never after

That jus ain't for me, because finally

I know, i deserve better,after all

I'll never let another teardrop fall

(3X)

wEdDinG..

wedding matrimony of shen chew and pe chen,

wishing them happy forever,

the whole enviroment was filled with smiles and laughter,

but one question struck my mind,

will I ever get marry??

Its up to God.